So, What Now?

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New Year. New Me. New You. New US. Everything is so brand NEW! Omg, it's 2008. How time flies and with this are you going to neglect this piece now what you face me 24/7? *grins contagiously * Anyways Dear I want to thank you for everything. Thank you for being patient with me. Thank you from my head to my toes for being so understanding even though at times I know I get on to your nerves. There's just so many things that just rise to my mind right now, because your at work and I am legally a full time 'China maid' cum so I've got too much time to think about. Looking forward for so many things, events, happenings that is going to take us a step further. Looking forward for 'Sawadekap'. I love you, Dear and I am truly one holy shit so blessed enough to have you. We'll make it, won't we? Like what my sis-in-law said, got to treasure this extinct species. True enough! I rather have you who holds my heart and I LOVE YOU so!

Brand NEW

BREAKING NEWS!

Ladies & Gentlemen! We have news! WAN TAN MEE and LAMB are officially on par. Well that's what I heard so far. So how Fina, who will it be?

Specimen one: Wan Tan Mee model 1

Specimen two : Lamb model 1

Specimen three : Wan Tan Mee model 2

Specimen four : Lamb model 2

Specimen five : Wan Tan Mee model 3

Specimen six : Lamb model 3

Haha! Yeah, I know it's gonna be hard for you 2 choose. Don't worry pictures just for rememberance and to cheer you up not for you to come to an ultimatum. Merry Christmas in advance. Looking forward to be spending our first Christmas together. All I want for Christmas is to be seeing you smiling happily =D

So Close Yet So Far...

Alright. Enough said 'hangat-hangat tahi ayam'. Where shall I begin with. Hmm..mm, let see Aha! Christmas is coming! SO EXCITING!! My first Christmas with you! Isn't that an extreme case. Heeheehh. At the same time I'm also thrill for my career in the Lion's. One step ahead. Yups! Yups! Am really making the best of everything I have right now. I do not mind if I have to waste money, time and go through fuss and hassle and tussle just as long at the end of the day I make this relationship worth while. How time pass. It's end of the year, yet another year for us to look forward too. I feel as though I am rushing to meet all ends just to spend and have more quality time with you. Because I now bare the challenge and consequences come what may when the time comes you should be ready to pack your bags and luggage to leave for Calgary. Is what I am guessing true? I've never talk or spoke about this as I know no matter how it will and would still be hovering me. I will never change the fact that you would go for better! and for US*. I hate the fact that soon very soon you will leave me just when and how I felt while I am apart from you just like now. Even though it's bitter but I've come to succumb this with communication method. Thank goodness we have technology that works wonders. Like I did said and have told you, 'It's going to be Canada vs New Zealand'. Fingers cross! Hopefully everything works fine. I am indefinite awaits for Christmas. It's going to be fun. I am just waiting, waiting, waiting and awaits when the clock strikes 12 past on 24th night.

You’re in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I’m with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come
So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We’re so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
And still so far

Hugs & Kisses,

fina

Ps: Ehh..I did my homework already ahh. So how? Wanatanmee???

Don't la..

Don't kutuk me la. Busy alright not say sit here doing nothing. I've been traveling up and down what. Must kutuk 'hangat-hangat tahi ayam' ke? I owe you one, and I shall REPAY! Hahaa..I miss pork! Babi! Babi! Babi! Hidup Babi!

sorry la :(

muka babi..

Christmas month has arrived!

OMG! Can't imagine it's been a month since the last post and I doubt that you even noticed or logged onto the page. I guess the saying hangat-hangat tahi ayam really does imply onto you. Well it's the X-mas month, X-mas will be fast approaching. Another 23 days to be exact. For me, this X-mas will be a little weird, it'll be the first X-mas which I'm not celebrating with my sister along together with my family but it'll also be the first X-mas with a partner. Guess you're the lucky gal after all. =)

A year ago I took this picture in Singapore, well Angie took it to be exact. One of the very first who took me around Singapore. Thanx Angie!

Last month when you came down to Singapore, I took this one! You sure do look lovely as always eventhough with the new hairstyle and siap with the snackbox! Yeah, you didn't tell me how long till it was finished.

This year am at the same tree and am happy that I don't have to be standing here again taking a picture of myself alone. What can I say, I just love being with you. I know I may be a man of few words and direct but am happy that you're happy being with me. FINANDREW 4-eva!

How far we've come!

Yup, as the title states just look back at how far we've come. From the very first day on having the first obstacle till today. I'm not saying that we're problem solvers, No. We're survivors! That's because we always have each other to lean onto and rely on whenever one of us feels the pinch.

It's been 7 months already since we started. Best part is, I still feel the same as the first time we dated. As much as I love you deeply you, on the other hand being the emotional one in our relationship, you sometimes say that you feel that my love for you has decreased as if like drop 20% or 40% and so on. Tell you what sister, you ought to eat those words back. You should already know me well by now and understand my style.

Perhaps your sister in law is right, I'm one of the few left of those species? I kinda like the sound of that word. =)

I know that eventhough we solved one problem, another one arises. It's never gonna be the end of it. Why not change the word Problem into Challenges. There's gonna be lots of challenges for us to overcome in the future. Am always here to support you.

I just want you to know that I'm as serious as I was and my conciences are clear just like the day I asked you to marry me....

Whoops, I meant be my girl. You'll always be my one and only. Always and forever!

-AndyJoe-

Recharge and Roll Out

Looks like I am the one who is neglecting this blog. The other day you remind me to update our blog so here I am fulfilling my duty. I mean my obligation which I should. It's been almost like way long since I last updated. Well, nothing much nothing extravaganza for me to tell about. It's just the same routine, almost every single day. For the past few months I have spend a lot of time with you and likewise you have too for me. We even did many crazy things that I have never thought I would and could have done with you.

I have so much memories of us together. It's just like I knew you many years ago. To be accurate, I knew you at the tender age of 6. I knew you. But sadly you didn't know me or notice me neither I figure you've never captured my existence. It's alright. That was then. What happens now is a miracle. A history and mystery made. I guess I have to swallow my own pride. It's like sometimes in life we can never predict or go against the 'diagram' that was intended by God.

My gut feelings tell me so as I have the very extraordinary feel that makes me go emotionally disturb minus the fuss and nitty-gritty task. The closer you are, the more difficult we get when ever we part. It takes days to regain back at square one with obscure or oblivion syndrome. But there's one major thing I've got to share and I believe it will also be a lesson well learned. Well, I've learned mine since I've got to forked out RM250 again. And to soften the blow on your side, you've got to treat RM190.

I miss my flight back to Penang many, many, many, weeks ago due to traffic jams and improper planning i.e: time, time, time, time. The effusive emo. I was like I want to and needed to go back due to work. Luckily, I manage to get another ticket back with the condition of seeing RM250 flee out just like that. And so, do you believe in karma? You have to. You really got to. See, just to days ago you had your chance and fame when you miss your flight back to J.b 'too'. Ohh, I got to give that big..big..smile >.< (heehe). Manage to get a new ticket for the next day and relief your in time for work too. The price to pay? RM190.

SO, LEARNED OUR LESSON?

Apart from that, thank you very much for making all things possible for us both. The effort and also time spend means a lot for me personally. I hope you have enjoyed your stayed here and I knew one things for sure this time I dare to sum you've real good food that was offered. Die of over eating. Eat and eat and eat. You sure had a good 'pan mee', 'laksa', 'char kuih tiaw' and indescribable lists.


Thank you and may God bestowed upon you always. You're always in my heart near or far. Four Spots!